Trading my sorrows

I’m trading my sorrow
I’m trading my shame
I’m laying them down for the joy of the Lord

I’m trading my sickness
I’m trading my pain
I’m laying them down for the joy of the Lord

And we say yes Lord yes Lord yes yes Lord
Yes Lord yes Lord yes yes Lord
Yes Lord yes Lord yes yes Lord Amen

I’m pressed but not crushed persecuted not abandoned
Struck down but not destroyed
I’m blessed beyond the curse for his promise will endure
And his joy’s gonna be my strength

Though the sorrow may last for the night
His joy comes with the morning

Best Thing I Never Had

Best Thing I Never Had
I just learned this song today. Some of the lyrics above does not apply to me. Actually, wala naman nangyari samin. Physically and literally. It was just a conversation in fb. He doesn’t love me the same way. I was delusional of expecting, that there is something between the both of us. But there’s none. Actually, there was never an us. Now this is reality check. (heartbreaking. yes) But this is what I feel right now. It’s time now to improve myself. And I’ll make that decision right now. I will not let it get the best out of me. I’ve been having too many failures in the past. I turned worst because of me. No one else to blame but myself. I have been underestimated. Yes, I’ve been depressed for almost a year and even in my 1st sem life in med school. My grades were flunking. I wasted so many time because of sulking.. And it’s time now to stop thinking of the what ifs and what could have been. I pray for peace of mind. HUG! I forgive you Jaea. Keep moving on. It’s difficult but I know, we can do this! 🙂

The Blessed Unrest

Brave

You can be amazing
You can turn a phrase into a weapon or a drug
You can be the outcast
Or be the backlash of somebody’s lack of love
Or you can start speaking up

Nothing’s gonna hurt you the way that words do
When they settle ‘neath your skin
Kept on the inside and no sunlight
Sometimes a shadow wins
But I wonder what would happen if you

Say what you wanna say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave
With what you want to say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I wanna see you be brave

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I wanna see you be brave

Everybody’s been there,
Everybody’s been stared down by the enemy
Fallen for the fear
And done some disappearing,
Bow down to the mighty
Don’t run, just stop holding your tongue

Maybe there’s a way out of the cage where you live
Maybe one of these days you can let the light in
Show me how big your brave is

Say what you wanna say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave
With what you want to say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

And since your history of silence
Won’t do you any good,
Did you think it would?
Let your words be anything but empty
Why don’t you tell them the truth?

Say what you wanna say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave
With what you want to say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I wanna see you be brave

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
See you be brave

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you

#Blessed unrest