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Good day!! thanks for dropping by.. “I am the force. I am the captain of my life. I can choose my attitude. I’m responsible for my own happiness or unhappiness. and I am the driver’s seat of my destiny, not just a passenger” Car-pe. Car-pe. Carpe diem. “Make your Lives extraordinary”

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04/08/09–07:16: 2C’s Hercules part 1

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[Caption.iT – Face in Hole] Feat: 2-C Class March 11, 2009 at Cap Theater. Stage Directors: Elmer Figura & Jaea Bitao Stage Managers : Bryan Bautista & Leigh Agustin Music: Mariel Cuenca Crew: Darlyn de Guzman Lights: Keziah Amorado Back stage: Mae Aliwalas & Val Betoc Crew: Kat Siblag & Anna Sindico Props Department: Bryan Bautista & Joyce Castisimo Crew: Groups 1 & 2 Costumes department: Justine Gonzales, Reez Zamora & Debbie Eguia Crew: Groups 3 & 4 Invitation committee: Sarah Andrada & Leigh Agustin Intermission number: Celina Pastor & Kim Ducusin Script writer: Jaea Bitao Choreography: Elmer Figura Cast: Hercules – KF Fumar & RJ Benitez Megara – Kris Abalos Phil – Ron Florendo The Muses: = Tata Aguilar, Steph Alvarez, Jaea Bitao, Chariz Cruz, Debbie Eguia, Justine Gonzales, Aya Respicio, Reez Zamora *Olympus: Zeus – Ichi Fugoso Hera – Celina Pastor Goddesses – Mae Aliwalas & Val Betoc *Underworld: Hades -…

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04/09/09–00:17: Celina and Ducus: Reflection

Feat: Celina Pastor & Kim Ducusin intermission number during the world lit play at CAP auditorium, march 11, 2009. Song:

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04/09/09–23:44: Paolo’s 1st singing contest

Feat: Miguel Paolo M. BItao during the Music and dance Competition at University of Northeastern Philippines, last august, 2007.. haha… my brother was the solo and duet representative of their level when he was on his 2nd year.. he sung “Hanggang” for solo male category and “Hanggang ngayon” in the duet category.. haha.. so, laughtrip.. may bloopers pa yan in the end.. (napamura pa nga yan habang kumakanta sa stage: nagkaron kasi ng technical difficulty.. hindi naalis yung boses nung singer.. wahaha: so sabay sila kumakanta ng singer sa contest. toinks) kaso, edited na yan.. may mga inalis si mama.. tapos, nialagay sa end part.. haha..(my mama was the one who edited this vid) haha. and guess what? my brother won 3rd place for the solo category.. 4 sila na naglaban laban.. nadisqualify yung 1st, kaya xa nanalong third.. haha.. pero 2nd place naman sila sa duet. Yey! hehe Go pao pao!

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10/28/09–04:18: artwork namin ni carmel

hehe.. this has been made months ago already.. i think this was done April 2009.. hehe.. thanks doodle..doodle nga ba yun??? haha.. ginawa namin to ni carmel.. My carmel.. hehe.. that time nanliligaw pa lang siya noon.. haha..

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10/28/09–19:33: when you say nothing at all

wow.. 1st video namin to ni carmel.. haha.. all thanks to bebs leigh!.. haha.. She made this video.. breaktime sa n201..1st semester ng 3rd year, 2009… haha.. i was shocked at first,. then i smiled afterwards.. then i told them (my bebs), “Ang ganda.. haha..” so, tingnan niyo n lang tong video na to.. which compose little of our memories ni carmel.. Carmel, It’s amazing how you can speak right to my heart without saying a word, you can light up the dark try as I may I could never explain what i hear when you dont say a thing.. You say it best, When you say nothing at all . mahal kita sinta..

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01/17/10–03:02: smile.. 🙂

03/27/09–20:40: props making @ bry’s house

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03/27/09–22:18: The 7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens

Being a teenager is both wonderful and challenging. In The 7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens, author Sean Covey applies the timeless principles of the 7 Habits to teens and the tough issues and life-changing decisions they face. In an entertaining style. Covey provides a step-by-step guide to help teens improve self-image, build friendships, resist peer pressure, achieve their goals, get along with their parents, and much more. In addition, this book is stuffed with cartoons, clever ideas, great quotes, and incredible stories about real teens from all over the world. The 7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens will engage teenagers unlike any other book. An indispensable book for teens, as well as parents, grandparents, and any adult who influences young people, The 7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens is destined to become the last word on surviving and thriving as a teen and beyond. Part I -The Set-up Get in the Habit They Make You or Break You Paradigms and Principles What You …

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03/28/09–21:04: Bonding w/ Bebs Joyce

hehe.. these pictures were taken after the 1st day of our vaccine.. kasama ko si bebs joyce, at ayan nagbonding bonding.. hehe umuwi na kasi that time sina bebs tata and leigh.. ayun.. so what we did were the ffg: – walkathon papunta glorietta.(hehe) – kwentuhan to the max.(haha) – kain sa mcdonalds – kanta sa videoke sa timezone (“Ang halik mo namimis ko”: Halik by Aegis= 100 yung score nun. haha.Galing!) – laro ng basketball sa timezone.( kapagud yun huh.hehe) – nood ng Bride Wars.. hehe. (Ang ganda!) – picture picture (walang kapaguran..) – punta sa SM (picture ng mga tasa.hehe) – kain sa paotsin (haha.. laughtrip.. naalala ko tuloy yung TISSUE at yung magasawa na katabi namin. hehe. nagulat ako nun huh. hehe) – at nagsimba sa greenbelt.. (at ang ganda nung homily that time eh..”start the change with in yourself so that you can affect the change on others, at example pa nun si pres. of USA Barack Obama eh. hehe” sabi nung pari) but all in all, w…

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03/28/09–22:30: cousins at goodwill

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03/30/09–21:44: LPAG Oration and Declamation Contest 2007

these pictures were taken year 2007, during the LPAG oration and declamtion contest.. section F po ako that time and I’m the representative of our section sa oration and that time i’m with RJ, na kasama naman sa declamation.. hehe. ive gain new friends that time: tulad nila Ace, Ate bea, ate nikki, and denise sa oration side. hehe then, sa declamation.. marami din, kaso yung iba di ko na maalala name.. huhu. sorry.. pero yung iba sina Leah, kuya vengeance, hehe. ayun.. may videos pa po nito.. upload ko rin po.

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03/30/09–23:02: at star city

December 30, 2008 – December 31, 2008 My family and I went to star city.. haha. from 8 pm of Dec 30. to 2 am of Dec.31, 2008.. : me, paolo, kim, mama and dr.rj. hehe super dami nangyari that night.. hehe.. actually, medyo late na akong nakarating sa star city noon.. kasi, I went at Calamba for my friend’s debut.. hehe.. si Rizalyn Rodriguez.. so, late na akong nakapunta sa star city.. mga 9pm ata un.. haha and then, nung pumunta na ako sa star city.. hahaha.. super dami ng tao.. but the feeling is nice though.. .. ang saya saya.. andaming sinakyan.. – carousel – coaster ride – haha.. yung iba hindi ko na lam ang name.. toinks.. haha then, the most challenging part for me there was when i rode the rodeo.. haha.. twas my first time!.. super kabado yet excited.. hehe. I was challenged kasi by my brother paolo.. so, ginawa ko.. Picture Captions

[Caption.iT – Face in Hole] I love challenges and dares p naman.. hihihihihi.. but unfortunately, hindi ako nakaabot sa time.. haha……

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03/31/09–13:43: Preparing for bull ride

Feat: Me.. haha.. nakakakaba po ito.. 1st time.. my brother dared me to try this ride.. kaya ayun, haha.. tinry ko..

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04/05/09–07:36: Friendster – JAEA Bitao

link to my friendster URL..

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04/05/09–08:44: You are Not afraid

You Are Not Afraid..

You’re not afraid of the dark…

You’re just afraid of what’s in it……

You’re not afraid of heights….

You’re just afraid of falling…..

You’re not afraid of the people…

You’re just afraid of rejection…..

You’re not afraid to love…

You’re just afraid of not being loved back…….

And You’re not afraid to try again…..

You’re just afraid of getting hurt

for the same reason…….

haay.. naalala ko na naman tuloy si leo.. aww.. leo, thank you for this message..

This really helped me a lot, while i was reflecting in the past..

ayun, at hanggang ngayon, nung nabasa ko to, nakapagmuni muni na naman ako..

that’s why all we need is courage in facing our fears..

“Our doubts are traitors,

And make us lose the good we oft might win

By fearing to attempt”

– Shakespeare

that’s why…

“Never Let Your Fears Make Your Decisions”

– Sean Covey

AJA.. hehe

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04/05/09–09:17: Qualities for a Relationship

This is an excerpt from Tammy’s journal when she was eighteen:

Just yesterday i found enough strength and strong will to leave Tom and the environment I was a part of for the past 2 1/2 years. I needed to make a 180- degree change in order to find inner strength enough to succeed. I drew up a mental picture of where I wanted to be in five years and how I wanted to feel. I had a vision of being my own person, of having the strength to make good decisions for my life and most of all being with someone in a good, healthy relationship. I came up with a list of qualities I wanted in a relationship, and I think I will write them down now for future reference.

Qualities for a relationship:


Unconditional Love



Will support me in my pursuits / goals in life

Righteous (Spiritual nature)

Fun/ good sense of humor

Good father to be / good with children

Good listener

Will make time for me and will wan…

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04/06/09–03:17: Miss you BeBs

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I really miss my bebs na talaga. hehe…

ayan, walang magawa.. hehe..

Miss ko na talaga kayo eh.. ewan ko ba.. haha..

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04/06/09–04:02: Caption.iT – Face In Hole | Picture Captions | Text Generators

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04/06/09–08:13: – Glitter Text Generator | Glitter Word Maker

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04/06/09–22:02: Orkut scrap creator, Orkut scrap generator, message creator, message generator,scrap creators,comment creator, comment maker, comment generator, text creator, text generator,Orkut graphics, facebook graphics, friendster graphics, Hi5 graphics, orkut scrapes, glitter texts

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04/06/09–22:08: preparing for Herc 2.MOV

starring: 2C.. random

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04/07/09–10:42: Spaghetti version ni Carmel (Nikolai) XD

Kung hindi niyo pa nakikita si Carmelo Nikolai na sumasayaw ng spaghetti, dito makikita niyo na siya.. hehe.. haha.Ang galing galing.. =D.. baka nagtataka kayo, bakit niya nga ba to nagawa? baka ang nasa isip niyo, “hah. si Nik? magagawa to? Imposible” tsktsk.. diyan po kayo nagkakamali.. hehe wala pong imposible basta gusto..haha.. Peace tayo carmel! at ang pinakadahilan kaya ginawa niya yun ay dahil sa natalo ko po pala siya sa isang laro.. hahaha. at ayun, ang kasunduan, pag natalo may consequence!.. wahaha.. natalo ko siya.. kaya ayan ang pinagawa ko.. toinks. hindi kasi pwedeng umurong sa kasunduan eh.. hehe. * (Oops.. with permission po ito ah at witness po ang camera man na si Francis Cudilla.. XD) hehe.. tnx

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04/07/09–11:32: My luwas to manila

sakay palang ako on that day sa pier para sa barko, pabalik ng manila.. haha.. stk.. I hope, hindi maxado maraming tao sa pier..

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04/07/09–12:35: Nang ako ay nag bull ride.. haha

Feat: Me haha.. this is my 1st time to ride this fake bull.. hahaha.. Super kabado ako that time.. haha.. dami rin kasing nakitingin at nanunuod.. pansin niyo naman.. hahaha.. My brother dared me kasi to do it.. kaya ginawa ko.. waah.. napasubo ako dun eh.. So, ayan.. ang mechanics, isang kamay lang ang nakahawak sa lubid at ang isa naman ay nakataas.. haha.. and thanks to pao for giving me this challenge! haha..

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04/08/09–00:04: Paolo’s bull ride

starring: Miguel Paolo Bitao wow.. super galing talaga ng kapatid ko.. hehe.. at dahil dun may prize xa na stuff toy.. isang tinky winky.. haha actually, may isa pa sanang challenge, after that round.. kaso, hindi n daw nia kaya.. haha.. kaya inistop nia na.. pero ang galing galing talaga nian..

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04/08/09–03:33: 2C’s Hercules part 2

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[Caption.iT – Face in Hole] enjoy watching.. scenes involved here are the ffg: – w/ Phil – Hercules transformation – The battle – I wont say Im in love – Zero to Hero

Words to ponder

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“Walang talo sa batang mabait, mapagkumbabà, magalang, masunurin at maunawain”

“Want success? Maintain respect, never back fight and never ignore your parents”

“Respect the elderlies because all of us will become like them whether we like it or not.”

“Kung aalis magpaalam man lang ng maayos. Mag bless tuwing darating at aalis ng bahay sa mga nakakatanda.”

“Please teach this to your children, children’s children.”

– Jerlie

Birthday 2014

October 15, 2014.

Would it be too late to say thank YOU God for another year that You’ve given me?

Sorry, I have sinned greatly against You. I have placed some people above You in my heart… I know fully that You are so jealous for me. This I know. You love me so much. Thank You!

Thank You for the life that you gave me, despite my mess and my imperfections, You loved me. Despite my physical changes, and though I became fat.. hahaha, You still think I’m beautiful.

Thank You for letting a very close friend of mine pass the board exam! I’m really really really happy that she passed at sa birthday ko pa. Thank You LORD! 🙂

I wanna see her and greet her in person. Wish ko lang. Kailan ako magiging ready? Or should I post in her fb wall na lang although late greeting?? Ha ha.

Thank You also for Mama and Tatay, and Kim and Pao and Papa.
Thank You for Mama.. She loves me so much. She cares a lot.
Thank You for tatay, though I’m not his own child, he treats me like his own daughter. Thank You for Kim, I learn so much from her.. and she inspires me as well. Thank You for Pao, even though he’s busy reviewing for nmat, and though he’s been taking IV therapy training, he was always there for me… to remind me of certain things, that I should’nt be lazy.. haha. At ang sipag niya sa bahay. Para ko na siyang kuya.. at para akong naging bata. haha. Ang tamad ko kasi the past months, maybe because of my sickness. But I know I’m healed na. Diba, LORD? Yes, I declare that I’m already healed. 🙂

I miss Papa. Advance thank you because I will see him again next year. I’ll be going home to Bicol next year to attend my cousin’s wedding.

Thank You also for letting me travel to El Nido with Leigh, Kezee and Abby.
It was a wonderful time with them. I was somehow relieved from the depression that I had for the past months.. since I started medschool. Haha. Ang hirap kasi. But thank you for Your grace! Thank you for the sun, the moon, the sea, the stars, El Nido, the boat,the plane, the fishes and everything!

Thank You also for my friends and for the people I miss so much! I just wanna make it up to them.. How??

Thank You also for Ptr. Niki and Tita Flor. And Lord, the joy that has been stolen from me, I would like to have it back. Because joy has been sapped out of it, my love for the music ministry. It’s gone. My feelings. Can I sing even I’m not on the platform? Can I worship? Even by not singing? Will You take away my voice, if I’ll not use it?

And thank you for my dearest friend/enemy? who blocked me.. it was helpful somehow or not? Ha ha. Sana magbati na kami, in Your time. I’m desperately in need of Your peace. Though he makes my veins boil, I miss him. I don’t want to be angry, coz, it just weighs me down. And I choose not to be angry, mag-kakasakit lang ako. I choose to forgive myself as well.

Thank You for all the lessons You’re teaching me.. In my 24th year of existence, one thing I would never forget is to never mock a pain I haven’t endured. And since, before I usually tell girls who had breakups that it’s just a petty problem.. I know fully now. But the worst thing was there was never an us. So it’s catastrophic and tragic. Haha. And my heart Lord… please guard it securely… it’s so fragile.

And so please check my heart all the time, check my motives..

I know whatever it is that I’m going through right now, You guide my way. You’re carrying me and my burdens. You know all of it.

Thank You!

The trial

All I can say is, this movie is superb. I’ve watched it yesterday with mama, October 23, 2014. I was asked to choose a movie to watch.. the choices were “the best of me” and others.. I didn’t choose the best of me, it might not be helpful to watch for me at the moment. So, I didn’t pick it. Instead, I’ve picked ‘the trial’.

This is one of the best movies I’ve watched that was played on the day of my birthday, October 15, 2014.

The story was about a gardener (John Lloyd Cruz) and a teacher (Jessie Mendiola) who had free tutorials together. The mentally deranged gardener, a special child fell in love with her beautiful teacher, til they had sex at their school, which was caught by a camera of a student in the university. The bad thing was the teacher gave the student a motive for them to do it. Or I don’t know, the teacher was just so friendly and touchy.. But I guess, the student misunderstood? Ofcourse, he woudn’t understand because he’s a special child. And caught up in the moment, just the two of them being together in an exclusive place? Anything can happen. This video went viral. Until it has been brought to court as a rape case.

But actually, it was not rape, because the teacher agreed to do it, and just so to save the school’s reputation of teachers having sex with their students, it was named as a rape case by the school’s president. Eventually, everything connects… the lawyer who defended the gardener and the psychologist who were at the point of losing their marriage was included in the cast.. together with their deceased son, Martin who was a friend of the gardener too, who died because of an accident, were all part of the unfolding story.. of forgiveness, of love, second chances and of how the truth prevails despite difficult circumstances, impossibilities, and even if the people of the Philippines are against one person, justice will prevail.

I liked how the lawyer probed the queries he gave the gardener during the trial. It was reversed psychology. Somehow, he was siding on the opponent’s side, probing the gardener. But in the end, it all went well. That was one of the best scenes. But the twist in the story in the end was..the teacher told her student to just keep it (their sex act) as a secret.. that If he keeps it, she still loves him, but if not, she won’t love him anymore. So the gardener kept it as a secret because he loves her teacher. So that was what the gardener was keeping until it was blurted out in the trial. After the case was won and the gardener being absolved by what was accused against him, he lost his love, the teacher. Everyone celebrated except him. What I learned from this story was even people who are not that smart enough are capable of loving.

Though at times, those people whom we love are the reasons why we feel so much pain as well. They can both build you up and tear you down. But what matters most is love.


This movie is award winning. I like the plot of the story and the twists and the unexpected scenes.

Thank You God, I’ve watched this movie with mama yesterday. And it was a good bonding moment with her.

We shopped also on this day and learned that in walking.. I should not leave my friends behind, and just walk side by side with them and just be a friend. Because if I leave them, they may not follow. This is what I learned from her last night.

Sometimes, I’ve tendencies of fast pace walking and at other times, I tend to leave my friends.. and so I gotta learn this from now on..

Another thing I’ve learned is about holding on friendships. Mama said that I should never hold friends for my own alone.. because it’s gonna weigh them down. I should set them all free if they want to go. And that I should not force anybody and get someone for my own, especially with a boyfriend. I’m so aggressive kasi eh. She said, it will come at the right time, and should never ever be forced. This I need to keep in mind.

Kasi, ang hilaw na prutas pag pinitas, kahit anong ganda ng kulay sa panglabas, pag kinain, hindi maganda ang lasa. Bugok. Kasi pinilit. Pinilit ng wala sa tamang panahon, pinilit ng wala sa tamang oras. Hinanapan ng rason para kainin, dahil sa gutom? Kaya hindi masarap. Hindi kaaya-aya. Kaya pagkatapos ng isang kagat, tinatapon.

And so, I’m learning. I have so many things to learn.

Yet I will praise

I will praise You Lord my God
Even in my brokenness
I will praise You Lord
I will praise You Lord my God
Even in my desperation
I will praise You Lord

And I can’t understand
All that You allow
I just can’t see the reason
But my life is in Your hands
And though I cannot see You
I choose to trust You

Even when my heart is torn I will praise (trust) You Lord
Even when I feel deserted I will praise (trust) You Lord
Even in my darkest valley I will praise (trust) You Lord
And when my world is shattered and it seems all hope is gone
Yet I will praise You Lord

I will trust You Lord my God
Even in my loneliness
I will trust You Lord
I will trust You Lord my God
Even when I cannot hear You
I will trust You Lord

And I will not forget
That You hung on a cross
Lord You bled and died for me
And if I have to suffer
I know that You’ve been there
And I know that You’re here now

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Crying won’t solve anything

Crying won’t solve anything, damage done.

Will it restore what was broken? No.

Will it fix the problem? No.

Will it help me? No. My immune system will just be compromised. Magkakasakit lang ako.

Will it bring back the past? No.

No. No. No. No. Nooooooooooooo.
Will it… okay, miss ko lang siya. Miss na miss. 😦

Sige na Jaea, just study hard.
No matter what the cost. Give it all you got! Don’t hold back.
No matter what is waiting for me in the future, I know God is already there. So.. I just need to do my part today. By being present in my present and by not dwelling in my missed past.
Kaya mo yan! Ano baaa! Don’t lose hope. It’s okay to cry.. pero wag naman lagi at wag naman gabi gabi, okay? Haha. Kaya mo yan!

So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal. 2 Corinthians 4:18

My NBI, PLM and Dapitan experience

This day was a very productive day for me.

I woke up 0530H in the morning but not that early really, because my schedule to go to NBI was 0400H. It means that I’m so late already. Then, I’ve had my quiet time. Then I went to United Nations station along Taft via the LRT to NBI to register and have my clearance as a requirement for the PLM college of medicine. Upon arrival at 0800H, I saw so many people that I could not even count anymore. The line inside the NBI was like the small intestines. Fortunately, the system was smooth and the security was strict also.

It was a tiresome day. I’ve waited for a long time. My veins seem like boiling already because of the long line and the long time of waiting. But God was teaching me to wait gracefully and which I did.

When I’ve reached NBI, I’ve learned that there are 5 steps to take.

First, I’ve signed the application clearance, filled up the form with capital letters and waited for the verification of my information based from my valid PRC license ID at the ground floor.

Second, I went inside the building to the station where I can pay the clearance worth P115.00. After that, I was given an official receipt of the Republic of the Philippines.

Third, I went up stairs on the second floor, for the encoding of my personal data:

  • PRC license 0732328
  • Birthday: 10/15/1990; MAKATI METRO MANILA
  • Height: 5’4″ cm; Weight: 49kg
  • signature 🙂

So far, those were the details that I’ve remembered.

Fourth, I went to the third floor, for the biometrics. They took a picture of me without the eyeglasses, and they also took my application form, and my fingerprints on both hands. After that, they told me to come back again on the 17th of February to claim my NBI clearance which is going to be the 5th step.

Yehey. At 1330H,  after a long time with no food intake, I was walking towards the gate already with a smile because I’d be eating my lunch. Thank you God for a successful NBI day. Though I wasn’t able to eat on time. I’m so thankful that my mother was there waiting for me outside at KFC.

My mom and I had a little chitchat. We had so much fun. and then we went to PLM already and paid P2396.00 for my MCAT (Medical College Admission Test) and submitted my Application form at the registrar’s office. I’ve met 2 new friends, DenDen and Nash. We’d be taking our MCAT on February 19, 2012 at GK-206 at the College of Law building. I’d be taking the same test also with David who is the eldest son of my step father on that same day as well. I’ve never met him personally, but I know his name, but I am not sure whether he knows me too.

After submitting the requirements at PLM, my mom and I went straight to Dapitan and waited at Tinapayan for Caloy, helper of my step father in Dapitan. I’m so blessed by God today because Caloy was the one who processed my barangay clearance there as part of my school requirement too. Other than that, he gave us also a photocopy of the billing address of Meralco, as a proof of the mailing adress.

Then, my mom and I went to Rufino pacific tower to purchase functional food for the distributors, then we went to Goldilocks to eat dinner. We had a great bonding and story telling time with Paolo, my dearest brother.

Thank you God for this very productive day. And thank you also for the people whom I met today. God loves me so much. Thank you for this people.