Come to think of it, why was I crying all this time?
Maybe because, I was so emotionally attached to the point of when God took it away, I was shattered.
I’ve expected that he would have the same feelings for me.
I never expected that it would end so soon. I wasn’t ready for it.
I assumed that a lot are opposing of the two of us being together. Haha.
All the more, because it was my fault. I started it all. I was sick.
I miss ate so much as well. I was so sick.
I used God’s name in vain. Now this is an unconfessed sin.
I provoked someone (him) to sin as well.
My pride is too high. Skyreaching. Humble yourself Jaea. I beg you.
I’m so confused. But I’m still in awe.
Don’t bring this up again. okay? Jesus already paid for your sins.
You are loved more than you know.