Anesthetized

I never knew that I’d be carrying this pain until now.

My heart cries.

I never knew I’d be feeling this.

My heart screams.

LORD, HELP! Have mercy on me.

Forgive me for desiring something that’s not even mine to begin with.

I lift this heavy heart to You! I can’t carry it anymore. Help me carry… please?

Tanong ko lang pala, bakit di nauubos luha ko? Nakakapagod na pong umiyak. Haha.

Anesthetize me please. LORD, ikaw pa rin. Forgive me. You’re my healer and nobody else can heal me, but You.

Give me a daily dose of morphine. Give me a daily dose of Your love.

Despite the odds. Thank you Jesus!