And in the end…

And in the end, we regret only the things we didn’t do. I should have said something. Haha. Before, I regret things whenever I open my mouth, tapos ngayon baliktad naman. #ironic. Ano ba talaga???

Ang saklap ng ending. Anyway, maganda rin naman ang mga tragic stories. It’s not the typical kind of story. So, unique. Pero ang saklap!!! 😦

LORD, alam mo naman yung totoo. Ang sakit kasi. Haha. Gusto ko na po gumaling. Nahihirapan po ako.

I’m afraid that I might be sending wrong signals,

and misinterpreted in so many ways. I can’t afford to think of how others think of me, because I doubt that they are thinking of me.Wish ko lang. But the truth is, hindi naman. Ako lang ang isip ng isip. Hahaha.

Actually, I don’t know what to do anymore. Can you fix this for me? If You don’t mind? Is it still fixable?

Pano kung may sentimental value? Sorry, bargaining.

Andami ko na pong sacrifices. Ang dami ng withdrawals from my account.. Wala na akong deposits sa relationship bank account ko.. Almost bankrupt na. Haha. Ang dami ko ng sinayang. Sorry. At puro sorry na lang ang sinasabi ko. Guilty.

Nakakapagod din palang mag-invest sa relationships. Haha. People pleaser pa naman ako. I don’t want to please people anymore. Sobrang nakakapagod. I’m dead tired. One thing I realized, I don’t need the approval of others.

Ang masasabi ko lang po, bakit kailangan kasama ako sa cast?

LORD, 3 things that I would like to thank you for:

1. Thank you kasi, ginising mo ako kanina, at nakapaglaba ako ng uniform. Haha. So, thank you kasi, bagong laba susuotin ko ngayon.

2. Thank you po kasi maayos po result nung exam ko last Monday. Sana magtuloy tuloy na po to. I ask for the strength to study and the wisdom to know my priorities. Despite the troubles that I’m facing, Thank you LORD for diverting my attention to my studies. Thank you!

3. Thank you for Mama, and Tatay and Kim and Pao. and also for Papa for giving me the “Bitao” surname. Haha. Ang funny lang.. Narealize ko lang kahapon… “Anong tagalog ng Let go?” Bitao [BItaw]! :))) LOL. Bibitawan ko na lahat ng problema ko, ikaw na po sumalo LORD, Salamat!

I’m ready to face this day! FIGHT! Anatomy exam on friday. Help me GOD!