Why was I always thinking about this stick man? He is not even macho. . And he is ‘payatot’, a stick man. And He had a lot of girls before, although I haven’t confirmed that from him. But I became one of his girls BEFORE…
BUT NOW, not anymore! So, I Praise God! Thank you Father because I’m not already his but Yours. I am owned by my Lord in Heaven. I should fix my thoughts on the FACT that I was ransomed by Jesus and I am owned by God. And I love You Father because You found me, when I was in my deepest sorrow of looking for love. You filled me with so much love. And that’s incomparable to what that guy can give me. He’s nothing compared to You Lord! That guy is a stick man, ha ha, But my Lord is Stronger, Greater and the Best Lover that I have ever encountered in my life.
But Lord, what’s with him? Can you please reach that guy for me and keep him from doing certain acts that can distract me? Thank You Lord!
Jae, that stick man has nothing to do with you anymore. Past is past! Haven’t you learned your lesson? (Deeeep breeeaathing!!!!). Just like what Joshua Harris said, “Don’t nurse a crush”. Okiedokie?
Oh Lord, please Father, help me to control my self. I would even want to erase him as my friend in facebook but then, he’s not even doing anything to distract me, but I’m still distracted. (sigh)
You are precious Jae! So, set your standards high because you were already ransomed by the blood of God’s son. God wants the BEST for you and He has a great plan for you to fulfill and to do. So, to be distracted by such guys would hurt Jesus because it is not yet the right time, and you are not even sure if he is the right man that Jesus have planned for you. And other than that, God wants you to do something for Him and For His Glory.
So, Father, help me to appreciate this person without elevating him above you in my heart. Help me to remember that NO HUMAN can ever take Your place in my life. You are my strength, my joy, my hope, and my ultimate reward. I ask of you, bring me back to reality, God; ‘Give me an undivided heart’ (Psalm 86:11)
Jae, Fix your thoughts on Jesus! Fix your thoughts on Jesus! Fix your thoughts on Jesus!
Lord, I want to focus my thoughts on You. I want to fix my thoughts on you. Help me. Thank you Father because in You there’s victory! I love you! The stick man is incomparable to You My King. You are My Savior God, My Protector, My Deliverer and My Lord. ^_^